Tuesday, January 23, 2007
feeling so emotional
juz came back frm reunion dinner
muz be wundering huh haben chinese new year...
why reunion dinner??
well its for mi aunt as in she wants to have tis reunion dinner
well start of story...
mi aunt was diagnosed wif pancreatic cancer i 4get wen last year?
frm her healthy self she went thru treatment
and now she's juz skeleton and skin
yup so she was hospitalised bud she wanted to go home and have tis dinner...
and ohh i duno wad 2 sae
i cried standing be4 her...not knowing wad to sae
im such a failure not knowing how to express mi feelings and thought well
mi aunt's sumtimes veh unreasonable
bud she took care of mie wen i was young
and treated mie veh well
seeing her lidat now
so weak so thin almost reaching the end of her life
i juz totally broke down
and im like currently listening to kiss goodbye which is such a bad choice coz the tears start cumin agen....
shesshhh
not gonna blog animr the tears are juz flowing and flowing
cant reali c wad im typin whoops
ani1 hu reads tis PLS PLS PLS pray for a miracle to happen upon mi aunt
buddouallrealicare
life is precious TREASURE it
[='(]
juz came back frm reunion dinner
muz be wundering huh haben chinese new year...
why reunion dinner??
well its for mi aunt as in she wants to have tis reunion dinner
well start of story...
mi aunt was diagnosed wif pancreatic cancer i 4get wen last year?
frm her healthy self she went thru treatment
and now she's juz skeleton and skin
yup so she was hospitalised bud she wanted to go home and have tis dinner...
and ohh i duno wad 2 sae
i cried standing be4 her...not knowing wad to sae
im such a failure not knowing how to express mi feelings and thought well
mi aunt's sumtimes veh unreasonable
bud she took care of mie wen i was young
and treated mie veh well
seeing her lidat now
so weak so thin almost reaching the end of her life
i juz totally broke down
and im like currently listening to kiss goodbye which is such a bad choice coz the tears start cumin agen....
shesshhh
not gonna blog animr the tears are juz flowing and flowing
cant reali c wad im typin whoops
ani1 hu reads tis PLS PLS PLS pray for a miracle to happen upon mi aunt
buddouallrealicare
life is precious TREASURE it
[='(]
what we could have been, 23.1.07.
